Don't take the title in a negative way. I actually find it very interesting that I catch myself up at 5, 6, 7 am in the morning staring at the ceiling. I would say about 80%-90% of my mornings end up this way!
I know people will ask me why am I having such battles with insomnia?!? Well, the real answer to why this keeps happening lies within the nature of the path I took a few months ago! You see I started my own grocery delivery service. And I have not been able to stop thinking about it ever since. Some people may call me a perfectionist or someone who isn't satisfied. They are all right!
I can't sleep in the morning because I can't turn my mind off. My business is forever on my mind, and I am always thinking about what I need to be doing next. I have a hunger for this service/my company to be successful. Sometimes I can't even sleep because I am thinking of what the next step is for Milkman Grocery, or where I need to be at this very moment! Even though I am not making millions just yet, Milkman is always on my mind!
I look around at my family and friends seeing their happiness and content with the businesses they are in working their 9-5s so they can get to the next weekend or that next vacation. I want none of that, what I want is create a job where I want to come back from vacation because I miss my hustle so much. I want to be able to miss a weekend because I was so content with my job that I didn't even notice it go by!
It's a funny thing to see so many people who are not able to get into this state of mind! It is funny to hear people ask my family and my girlfriend "how long will he be doing this little side thing?", and "when will he get a job?"
My answer is always the same! I am going to continue to hustle each and every day for Milkman Grocery and my other business ventures until one of them takes off through the ceiling I stare at every morning. I might be able to finally get some sleep as well, but I wouldn't bet on it. With the ceiling gone, the Sky is the Limit!
Thoughts and/or Comments?!?
Jaymo :)
